Thursday, February 26, 2004

Perfect Stranger

Ever had that moment out of the blue when you got a help from total stranger?
Well mine happened a few hours ago. I lost my part time job for some suspicious reasons, and I feel my confidence is running low at that time. (It's a cleaner job for God sake!, how stupid can you be getting fired from that kind of job?). I lost any desire to cook for dinner so I decided to get some at a local KFC. Just after I'm about to finished my dinner, a old bearded guy behind me called "So how's life in Phillipines?". I said, "no no I'm not a Phillipines, I'm an Indonesian".

His face brighten at my response and he said "Apa kabar?" I found out that he's actually a malaysian guy who have lived in UK for quite some time. And he's very happy he could find someone who could speak malay. We chatted for some time, and after a while I realized that he have a very positive attitude towards life. After I told him about my misfortune on the part time job, he immediately said not to worry. Forget about it and look ahead, find another job. He then told me his stories about his efforts to find a job when he first came here. Suddenly I don't feel so bad anymore. Is it just amazing how I could find someone who's so positive when I feel really negative. He even gave me the job vacancy section of his newspaper. After a while his daughter called and ready to picked him out. We said goodbye and he told me to contact him if I need any help.

I walked home feeling much better. God bless that man.

currently playing: Why Does It Always Rain on Me? - Travis

Sunday, February 22, 2004

Songs..

Even though this blog takes its name from one of the lyrics of Teitur, I decided to drop all his songs from my winamp playlist. Nothing against him, it's just that his songs brought up some memory I was trying to forget..
Right now, matchbox twenty rule the playlist. From All the classic from Yourself or Someone Like You to If You're Gone. Gotta hand it to them, no one, I mean no one could sing heartbreak songs like Rob Thomas. More power to you Rob!.


currently playing: Real World - matchbox twenty.
"If I was someone else, would this all fall apart? "

Saturday, February 21, 2004

Empty






Friday, February 20, 2004

For those mystery addict..

Mistery of Time and Space
try it, and see how long you finished it ..

Thursday, February 19, 2004

Today I finished all my assigments. This last one is not so convincing though, I'm not really sure about the result. Oh well, l hope I'll pass.
Have a satisfying dinner tonight at Newcastle. This Chinese all-you-can-eat buffet is something else. It's cheap and the food tastes great. Get my hands at anything I could eat (that means no pork) and end it with a bowl of ice cream..

Back at Sunderland, I stop at the student bar to catch Portugal - England game. Sorry to say it's a pretty crap match, eventhough it has some moments..

anyway, I only got until the end of this week of free time before I started the second semester..got to make full use of it.

In the mean time.. I got this offer to work as a internet radio dj, which sounds like a lot of fun

must checked it out later..

cheers everyone!

currently playing: Long Day - matchbox twenty

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

It's 3 A.M I Must Be Lonely..

That's actually a quote from 3 A.M by matchbox twenty. Because what a coincidence, it's 3 A.M here, and I do feel lonely at this hours.
oh well, some recap on this week. Job started on Monday, wonderful thing is, it's holiday, so there's not much to do there. Today is the last day of assignments deadline *yaaay!*. It's good to have a nice rest for a day or two. Second part start 23 of February, I only got like 3 days of break..


cheers..

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Things That I Hate in Forums, Messageboards, or any Other Writing Mediums

1. Postingan yang nulisnya hUrUF kEciL hUruF gEDe gAnTIan.
2. Unnecessary w, h, or c, like in dech, ghue, or ghuwe..
3. Totally ignorant people yang males baca beberapa page sebelumnya dan malah nanya, "eh, maksudnya apa sih?"
4. Long but unparagraph posting. bikin males bacanya
5. Girls that post in football forum ONLY because this or that player is good looking.
6. Bales postingan orang cuma buat bilang.."wah gak tau tuh", padahal bukan nanya ke dia. Kalo gak tau ngapain juga bales?

that's probably the ones at the top of my head..

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

Song of The Week


I Was Just Thinking Lyrics
Teitur

I was just thinking that I have been missing you for way too long
There’s something inside this weary head that wants us to love just instead
But I was just thinking, merely thinking I’ve got loads of pictures
I’ve got the one of you in that dancing dress
But man I feel silly in that dim light just after doing you by the sight of My Kodak delights
I am sinking, merely sinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
I’m a singer without a song
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger
I, I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
That this boat is sinking
Yeah I'm tired of postcards
Especially the ones with cute dogs and cupids
I'm tired of calling you and missing you
And dreaming that I've slept with you
Don't get me wrong I still desperately love you
Inside this weary head
I just want us to love, just instead
But I was just thinking and thinking, merely thinking
I think about long distance rates instead of kissing you babe
And time is running me still
If I wait for you longer my affection is stronger I was just thinking
Babe, I was just thinking
That I’m tired of calling you once a week
And thinking of long distance rates instead of kissing you
Baby I’m sinking, merely sinking

Monday, February 09, 2004

Lord of The Rings in 30 seconds


GANDALF: That ring is bad news Frodo. It must be destroyed.

FRODO: How so?

GANDALF: It must be placed in the fires of Mount Doom

FRODO: Oh well, I guess that means a lot of walking, camping and then running away from monsters, lots of death and almost losing all my friends.

GANDALF: Nah, I know some big eagles that can fly us straight to the mountain and we can drop it in the lava. We'll be home by tea.

FRODO: Nice one.



currently playing: Teitur - Rough Around the Edges

Sunday, February 08, 2004

12 More Days

12 more days it'll all be over.
No more assignments, no more homework.
Just plain nothing. Ahh. how I long for those days..

I've got to tell you, the job seeking thingy is not working well. I don't know what's wrong to be honest.
I've tried to apply almost any job I could find at the Job Center, but still no avail.
The employment agencies that supposed to help me is producing shit either. I went there to ask if there are any job for but they give me nothing. Claiming that there aren't any job available. Two employment agency and both can't come with a part time job for a student who practically willing to do anything. I thought I would be an easy target for those minimum-wage-employer-seeking company. The thought of that they did not want to hire me because of my name had crept at back of my mind. But I got rid of that thought, I got no proof at all and that just make me sound like a complete tosser who try to find a scapegoat his own failure. My best guess is I failed at the interview, must look much more confident, and keep eye contact with the interviewer.
And there's this thing about National Insurance Number, one interviewer said I had to have a NIN before I could apply for any job in UK, but the department who issue NIN said that they couldn't give me an NIN if I do not have any job. Crap bureaucracy ..

To those who'll go the TOTO concert tomorrow, lucky bastard you all.. I hate you guys, I really do!!

hehehe.. just kiddin'..

currently playing: Teitur - Poetry and Aeroplane

Friday, February 06, 2004

First Mark

It's an A!!! big fuckin' fat A!!!

woohoooo!!!!!

hehehe, Alhamdulillah, thank God..

now for the other 7 assignments..


currently playing: Blur - Song 2

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Yay!
Woohoo, I finally got myself a not-so-brand-new-but-kicking-ass cd writer..
It just arrive yesterday, but I haven't have the chance to check it out, blame it on this damn friday-deadline assignment
but finally, I got the chance to free some space in my hard disk..

Monday, February 02, 2004

Celebration! and other things

Just got back from celebrating Ied Al Adha with some people here. They're great, though still can not be compare with celebrating with family back home. By the way, I finally taste some spicy food at the mosque . Thank God for emigrated Indians. They're the majority of the muslim community here, so they get the final say regarding the meal. Spicy cooked meat, which reminds me of "rendang", and some tortilla-like bread,..*yummy*. Let's admit it, English food are generally sucks. They got no taste in it, just plain bland.

I just read the blog of a long time friend way back at campus. I never thought he had one to be honest. One of his post contains the lyrics that all time personal favorite, If You're Gone. I think I haven't heard that song for about a year. *added the song to the winamp list*. Reminds me of some time in the past.. and the present..

Note to self, remember to call Sylvia again for that cleaning job. Money is reaching all time low, I got to get a job soon.
last, I took down my pic from the post below. I never felt comfotable putting my pic on the web..

currently playing: If You're Gone - matchbox twenty