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I wrote about this in this post last year. I didn't actually believe that at first, I wrote that merely as an observation of what's happening out there.

But in the last few weeks I come to actually believe about that. I'm soo tired of being this fucking nice guy that everyone could walk on and make fun of. I used to believe that, you have to treat other people like you want to be treated. But hell, I was friggin' wrong. It doesn't work like that anymore. So I asked, what's the point? What's the point of being good, nice, considerate, and all that nicey wussy stuff when all it does is giving others the opportunity to walk all over you?

History proved that it's usually the assholes that raised to the top. Bill Gates is a fucking megalomaniac cheating prick, but he's the fucking richest man in the planet because of that. There's only one person you should and could care and trust, that's yourself. No other person than that. I friggin' tired, physically, and mentally, much to the point that I don't really care anymore.

This is not whining. This is merely an realisation, an enlightment of what's been escaping me all this time. And even those who read this think it is, I don't give a flying fuck.

over and out.