I think I just do it in a too-paranoid scale. It could be wrong, but I used to be right about this sort of things. I don't even know why I did it, maybe I'm just looking for an answer. Which I think won't be very pleasing for me. I know I should stop, but right now I just can't. Sorry if it doesn't make any sense, I'm not sure if I understand this either.

cheers..